Friday, 5 March 2004
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ok, the time now is 8.51am... i am now sitting infront of my com, and not in school. why?? becoz i pon sch wat...
today is my performance liao. all the hard work that we had put in for the past few months will be shown to everyone today. actually i pon sch today becoz i wanted to sleep more so that i will have energy to last till my performance at night. but just dunno why, i am so nervous now that i cannot sleep at all. so ended up waking up at 7.45am this morning( not much difference afterall...). den dunno wat to do except to slack around and go online. well, my heart is really beating faster and faster every minute....
as our time was REALLY tight, we still had our technical run yesterday. it started at abt 7.45pm. as we are the last show, we went to the hiding place for us(which was the male changing room) to wait. and we waited and waited and waited, finally it was our turm at 9.15pm. but they suddenly told us to come out of the LT to gather. den they said, its too late liao, we will have to rehearse tmr. we were like.... can u imagine, we have waited for so long and have prepared ourselves for our play and at this last minute, they are telling us that it is cancelled?? on wed also like that... we waited for like 3 full hours before we had a chance to rehearse. but i know its not their fault lah, i mean everyone also hoped to have a chance to rehearse... i just feel abit wasted and sad. sharon was feeling very upset that we couldn't rehearse after waiting for so long, and as she told us.... tears were already running down her cheeks. she said that our play was the last and longest one and yet we haven even settle properly our technical stuffs. she said that tmr's 2 hours was definitely not enough. i can feel that she really wanted us to have a chance to go on the stage, and personally i do feel that she had been a great director all this while. always encouraging us, helping us to speak up and do things for us. she was commenting that she was sorry that despite the fact that she told us that we can rehearse and even told us to "jiayou", we still waited for nothing eventually. so we were busy comforting her that its really not her fault, and that its alright.... at that moment, a few of us like peiwen and me were also on the verge of crying liao. later dajie talked to sharon personally and also dunno what they were talking lah....
seeing that we were far too anxious and tense over the whole thing, mr guo qing liang, our sort of teacher gathered us and spoke to us. he said ".... i know u all are anxious to rehearse, but u got to understand that sleep is important too. if u all are willing to trust me, we will definitely be able to die die run through everything tmr in that 2 hours. u trust what i can do. as the person in control, i am not tense, so why are u all so tense?? after running the whole thing, i will teach u all a few tricks to relax yourselves. for now, i want u all to go home and rest and think of your character, prepare your emotions ...." though i cannot remembered everything he said, i just know that what he said was helpful. as a professional actor, his advice was useful and encouraging. so ought to thank him when the whole performance ends. he has been a great teacher too.
enough said. i gotta go do my things liao. must reach sch before 12pm. all the best to me!!!~~~
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