Friday, 27 August 2004
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got back my cla lit test today... a very disappointing
55.5... i was really sad for a moment. coulnt believe the marks on my paper...out of my 3 long questions, i actually failed 2 and got a mere 10 for my zui hou ye xi... im utterly disgusted by my performance...
i knew i chose the wrong questions lah, but obviously thats only 1 factor for my lousy marks. i was telling eewee just now that when i read through my answer again... i felt that my answer was obvious RUBBISH and crap...no elaboration... loads of unnecessary words... this wasnt my style. i used to write my concise and organised stuffs... wat the hell happened?? oh... reminds me of another person...
i knew my preparation wasnt enough... infact it took me only about 3 days to really memorise my notes... but seriously, its not that i was very lack of contents... its was the whole structure and the way that i tackled the questions... its was such a terrible piece of SHIT...
im not saying that my marks are very lousy compared to others, i just feel that this time round, im not up to my own expectations. honestly speaking, for each and every test, i want myself to be the top few for the whole level... i dun expect myself to be just average only when it comes to chinese...
so who to blame?? well, only myself loh... blame myself for being so lazy to study this test diligently...
5:18:00 pm;
