Saturday, 15 October 2005
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back here again 2nd time today. thank u guys for wat u said in my tag board... anyway, ping ah, im still thinking of new stuffs for queen... currently its still hair... hahaha.
was reading geri's blog just now... abt frenship... could understand wat she was going thru... but luckily i think im in a better position den her. at least i think i still have frens around me. maybe just put up a part of wat SHE said ba... ITS NOT MINE ah... i dun agree to all she said, but honestly wat she said set me thinking of really quite some time...
"... ...But a true friend is there whether or not you're upset, happy, angry, sad. A true friend knows exactly what to say, what to do, how you really feel deep down. So many times, so many, I have been that true friend to others. The capability to be such a friend. But each time I feel like I've found that true friend, the illusion just doesn't even last long enough for me to delude myself further.I'm starting to believe there really isn't a forever. Friends forever. Friends for a lifetime. Maybe for some pple, they believe in it. I used to be one of them. But no longer. There's nth to make me believe in that any longer. Everything is just for that moment. They make you feel happy, belonged, loved, for but that moment. Then reality crashes and you realise, or rather, I realise, it's all an illusion.I want to open up my feelings, emotions, happiness, sadness, to pple I call my true friends. But I'm finding it increasingly difficult to do so. Sometimes, for a particular moment, everything just spills out and we sit there and talk and talk, share with each other about everything good and bad, happy and sad, whatever's troubling us, and I really feel so lucky and glad to have such a friend. But like I said, it doesn't last. It's easy to get into that kind of mood. For that moment. But there is no forever...."im really reflecting on wat she said... but anyway, geri in case u read this, cheer up ok?? hope that u are not unhappy that i quote u... wat u said just set me thinking lah...
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