Sunday, 12 March 2006
>> 120 decibels
didnt wanna blog actually, but i really dun wanna be in the living room now, cos the noise levels is probably like 120 db?
my mother was lecturing my sister now. as usual lah. the beatings and scolding and shouting screaming... haiz. unfortunately, im living on the lift floor with corridor, so im 100% sure whoever passes by my house (actually near my house can liao) would be able to hear my mother's scolding very clearly. im not at all surprised, and i dun inetrfere cos that would bring me more scolding only. i was trying to tell my mother be softer cos outside can hear clearly and she just shouted at me, telling me dun ask her to stop shouting. and she said if i ask her to quiet down again, she will scold me as well. fine. let her whack my sis for as long as she want i dun care. but she is practically shouting plus my sister's screaming, u cant imagine how it is like.
so i decided to stay infront of my com so that she wouldnt keep scolding (even though my sis's already in the room, she was still scolding her from the living room, so at least when im the in room, it will feel as if she's talking to air and so will keep quiet and scold less). later i was on the phone in the room, but i realised the scolding and beating was getting too out of hand, so i went to the kitchen (cos my mum and sis are here) to ask my mother to stop beating. i said," 不要打了啦，还打... " i told my sis to go the room but she just refused and said she dowan. stupid loh trying to save her she also dowan. so my mother just stopped liao eventually.
irritated loh. all these started if my sis not wanting to do listen to my mother explain her math problem and turn out to be such a disaster. not that i dun protect my sis lah, but she's really a very difficult kid to teach and discipline sometimes. cant blame my mother that she forever loses her temper at her cos u really get pek cek of her de... feel like slapping her sometimes.
PS: im not a sadist in any sense ok? even though im very impatient to kids usually, but i can say that my sis is really one problematic one that my parents dun even know how to teach her properly. she just refuses to listen and she's forever very rude and irrespectful...
2:03:00 pm;
